are you?

sometimes i wish that these feelings would just go away.

i don't like thinking about you all the time.

it's torture telling everyone i don't like you.

it might just be my hunger,

but you're clenching up my stomach.

i don't get butterflies around you.

sure, i love being around you.

something about you makes me smile.

i'm comfortable around you.

but...

my mind knows better.

it knows that if i fall for you,

i'll just get hurt.

i don't know if that's true or not.

but my mind thinks so.

there's a battle going on inside me.

what could happen,

and what i want to happen.

i don't even know if i want it to happen.

i'm so conflicted.

are you?