i.

i'm sorry if i've ever been mean to you.

i'm not out of your league.

i'm not that pretty.

i have very low self esteem.

i let people walk all over me.

i get led on fairly easily.

i fall for people too quickly.

i cry a lot.

i'm a dancer that is afraid to dance.

i don't like being nice to people i like.

i ruin things with people i love.

i get embarrassed over really stupid things.

i get accused of everything.

i think too deeply about things.

i like planning things out.

i don't like when plans fall through.

i tend to smother people i adore.

i don't get enough hugs.

i thrive off of being touched.

i'm ten times more shy around people i don't know.

i'm a nerd.

i spend my life on the computer.

i regret not getting out and doing things.

i'm deathly afraid of rejection.

i cry when i think of what my friends go through.

i don't understand a lot of things.

i push people away.

if i got angry enough, i could beat you up.

i'm not afraid to be rude to someone.

i speak my mind when it's needed.

i think someone is always watching me.

i'm not nice to people that exclude themselves.

i don't like dates.

i'd rather stay at home and watch movies.

i am lonely.

i have no friends.

i don't like my personality or body.

i'm pretty depressed most of the time.

i think about my nephews before i fall asleep.

i started crying while writing this.

i miss my father.

i sometimes wish i was a boy.

i enjoy rated r movies because they teach me about the world.

i'm a hypocrite.

i don't want my friends to go on missions.

i know missions are good.

i wish i spent more time with my cousins.

i write a lot of feelings down.

i lost my journal.. and i hate myself for it.

i feel like i'm killing my goldfish.

i'm a pack rat.

i'm afraid to clean my room.

i try not to think of the past.. or the future.

i wish i could run away sometimes.

i hate it when people don't text me back.

i hate it when people take what i say seriously.

i don't like when what i didn't want to happen.. happens.

i'm scared of police officers.

i want a lot of money, even though i hate it.

i'm writing too much on here. and no one reads it.

i'm pessimistic about myself, optimistic about others.

i wish for a different life sometimes.

i really need to go to bed.

i won't be able to sleep tonight.