falling asleep.

i've fallen asleep on him almost every night.

that's such a weird phrase, isn't it?

falling asleep on someone.

it sounds like you literally fell asleep on them.

like while you were watching a movie or something.

but that totally isn't what happened.

i've been texting him for...

hmm, five days?

straight. as soon as i wake up,

until i fall asleep.

there's been, i think, two nights.

where i've told him good night.

other than that, i just fall asleep.

and after me doing it a bunch of times,

he gets the fact that i'm asleep.

i'm just happy that he doesn't get upset.

although he doesn't get mad, i do.

because there was a reason i didn't say goodnight.

i enjoy talking to him.

because i feel like if i go to sleep,

the next day he won't want to talk to me anymore..

or something along those lines.

and the funny thing is... i always wake up.

maybe two, four hours later.

in the wee hours of the morning.

and realize that i fell asleep.

i read his laughing at me text messages,

and smack myself in the head.

i go to reply, and figure that he's asleep.

so i just go back to sleep and wait until morning.

because most of the time i get up before him.

it may be just texting.

but at least i have someone to talk to.

with the world as hard as it is.

and i can't wait for him to play a song for me. (: