busy day.

today has been a terribly, but amazingly, busy day.

actually, this week is going to be a busy week.

yesterday was the smoothest day this week.

today, i had to work on the centerspread.

left school late.

had to get ready, cash a check, head to sandy.

at three thirty, we left for olive garden.

got there at four thirty. stupid traffic.

ate, then went to see the christmas carol.

it was truly, and utterly, amazing.

so proud of those people.

then we went to chili's,

had those molten lava cakes.

white and milk chocolate... mm.

then i went to my cousin's to pee,

and then i drove home.

tomorrow? going to temple square.

for mutual, with my young women.

thursday, i have my dance performance.

friday, i'm hanging out with michael.

then the stag dance, in our ugly sweaters.

( oh, i'm going to lunch with parker tomorrow. )

then on saturday, justin's birthday party.

sunday, church.

monday, it's christmas break.

i think things will cool down after that.

but as of right now, this week is crazy.

even though it's crazy,

i feel like i have a life.

and i love it.

quotes.

i know i said i wouldn't use quotes.

but it's all i'm thinking about.

not just quotes, actually.

i guess they're lyrics.

from songs.

some of my favorite songs.

here are some lines from them;

i can hear the bells.

pine cones and hooooly berries.

oh na na, what's my name?

don't you know that you're toxic?

up up up, can only go up, from here.

fall, go on and fall apart. fall into these arms of mine, i'll catch you.

baby, there's a shark in the water!

oh, i've got a brand new pair of rollerskates.

if i could write you a song to make you fall in love..

razzle dazzle, razzle, dazzle them.(doodadoodadoo)

it's perelli's magical elixir.

f is for friends who do stuff together...

just dance, gonna be okay!

shakira shakira... oh baby when you talk like that!

doo doo doo doo, i'm lovin' it.

is this the real life, is this just fantasy?

post a comment guessing some.

i know you'll know them. (:

harmful.

when people don't text me back,

i think a lot of things.

maybe they're mad at me.

what if they're busy doing something?

maybe they're with someone i don't like.

why would they be with that person?

i thought they were my friend.

what have i done wrong for them?

is there something wrong with my phone?

how come no one is listening to me?

i'm just going to go die in a hole.

maybe i should text someone i don't usually text.

they'll text me back, for sure.

cell phones are... harmful.

because i already have low self-esteem.

so when people don't text me back it angers me.

makes me feel like a bad person.

that's a bad way to think, i know.

ha, i need to quit writing these rants.

because i doubt people will keep reading them.

i'll think of something happy tomorrow.

trust me. (:

mood sucker.

today, i'm taking my sister's family pictures.

i'm not a professional photographer or anything.

but i know how to make people look good in photos.

that's a start, right?

i haven't even had my senior pictures done.

pretty depressing.

then on tuesday, going to see a christmas carol.

an old family tradition brought back to life.

so far this weekend,

i've completed three crossword puzzles with adam.

read about fifty pages of mockingjay.

wrestled with my nephews.

coughed up some flem.

rekindled the flame of my role play site.

and listened to about six songs.

that's how my saturday has been.

i'm not sure what to write.

lately i've been in a bad mood.

why? i have no idea. it's just there.

like there isn't someone to make me happy.

i need someone to make me happy.

basically, i feed off of other people.

when someone around me isn't happy,

i'm not going to be happy.

life sucks for most of my friends right now.

and if it doesn't, i'm not around them enough.

so my mood is just... blah.

i know it's not good to live off of other people.

but it's who i am. it just happens.

i'm a mood sucker.

pretty much an average day,

with nothing to write about.

i hope you are ten times happier than me!

mcdonalds.

boo.

i greatly dislike mcdonalds.

for the first few years of my life,

yeah, they were pretty cool.

as i got older, ehhh, thirteenish?

the thing i found in my burgers was not deliciousness,

but was little. black. hairs.

talk about the most disgusting thing ever.

i'm not joking either.

probably got... seven burgers with them.

then after that, i guess people wore hair nets.

but of course, i hate the thought of the hair.

so i didn't eat there very often.

when i do eat there,

like today,

it's always something simple.

mcdouble, no mustard, no onions.

small fry, small drink.

i haven't gotten any hairs lately.

but the one thing i'm not getting...

some of my food.

i ordered my mom some chicken nuggets.

and a large fry.

but my mom didn't want a combo.

the guy asked me what kind of drink.

i said diet coke.

after that i realized that he gave me a combo.

i didn't want a stupid combo.

then i asked for my burger,

with some large fries.

figuring i could have my mom's drink.

well, i get the bag, and what do you know?

one large fry, one burger, mcnuggets.

not two large fries. just one.

and the drink.

plus, there wasn't a receipt to check my order.

that angers me.

i mean, i know it's supposed to be 'fast' food,

but can't it at least be what you ordered?

stupid mcdonalds.

you're the reason for obesity in children.

so... poo on you.

first anniversary.

it's been one month since i started this blog.

woo! ha. what an accomplishment.

i decided on the anniversaries,

there is going to be a list of my likes and dislikes.

random things that pop into my head.

sound good?

don't ask questions about the random ninth of the month.

it just happened that way. (:

likes;

singing along with music on the radio.

boys that sing along with radios.

having deep conversations.

the holidays.

people that can be goofy around you.

goldfishes.

good, long, influential dreams.

movie marathons with friends.

writing for the newspaper.

uhm, writing in general.

painting my fingernails.

hoodies.

smart cookie cookies.

people thinking i'm really smart.

snowball fights.

video games.

being the underdog and making it out alive.

fantasy football.

the color purple.

warthogs.

dislikes;

being rejected.

people that don't like to be touched.

songs you can't sing along with.

really big, scary dogs.

how i look in pictures i don't take.

staplers that are out of staples.

boys that think it's funny to pick up girls.

when something is happening for the last time,

and it's not that special.

people not texting me back.

zombies.

easy spelling errors.

when people don't try.

after you walk by someone, they start laughing.

earwigs.

movies that don't go into theaters.

broken down computers.

when i don't know where my friends are.

girls that think they're all that.

people against rainbows.

that be all for this month.

have a great life.

thanks for reading about mine!

puppies.

if everyone in the world had a puppy,

there wouldn't be any sad days.

because puppies make people happy.

if you've never had a puppy,

really, i'm sorry.

sure, it comes with lots of responsibility.

and of course it's going to cost money.

but all of that pays off with the love it gives you.

dogs are really great things.

( don't get me wrong, i love cats too. )

they're loyal to you.

never leave you.

will always be there for you.

as long as you love them, they will love you.

even if you don't love them.

they will still love you.

it's especially great,

when you start with a puppy,

and you grow up with the dog.

because then you're closer than normal.

it's just a great thing.

puppies are great things.

mostly when they're cute. (: