it's not easy being green.

well, i haven't written here for a while.

sorry about that.

a few things have happened.

i'm hoping to get a job at a restaurant soon.

work there all the time,

save up,

buy a car,

get a laptop,

move out,

learn how to live on my own.

because it's not too fun here, when you're trying to be an adult.

i just need a job.

something to keep me occupied.

because i don't have money for school, so...

yeah.

besides that, i've found this site.

it's called tinychat.

i have met some pretty amazing people.

from all around the world.

i spend a lot of time on there.

pretty popular, if you ask me.

but, it doesn't help my confidence.

oh well.

i miss my high school friends.

every day.

but i don't really make an effort to see them,

because i feel like i can't.

so disappointing...

ugh.

all of my sisters are going to be here for christmas this year.

i'm so excited.

i have been cleaning houses to get money,

so i'll be able to buy a few things.

but other than that,

i don't think i'm giving much.

and i'm not getting a lot, either.

which i don't mind.

i would rather see everyone and enjoy my time with them,

then worry about the presents.

christmas always makes me warm and gushy inside.

i love chubbs.

that is all.

peace out girl scout. (: