the song of a love bird.

i love this song.

fall, go on and fall apart.

fall into these arms of mine,

i'll catch you.

every time you fall,

go on and lose it all.

every doubt,

every fear,

every worry, every tear.

i'm right here.

baby, fall.

sing it to me.

<3

it's not easy being green.

well, i haven't written here for a while.

sorry about that.

a few things have happened.

i'm hoping to get a job at a restaurant soon.

work there all the time,

save up,

buy a car,

get a laptop,

move out,

learn how to live on my own.

because it's not too fun here, when you're trying to be an adult.

i just need a job.

something to keep me occupied.

because i don't have money for school, so...

yeah.

besides that, i've found this site.

it's called tinychat.

i have met some pretty amazing people.

from all around the world.

i spend a lot of time on there.

pretty popular, if you ask me.

but, it doesn't help my confidence.

oh well.

i miss my high school friends.

every day.

but i don't really make an effort to see them,

because i feel like i can't.

so disappointing...

ugh.

all of my sisters are going to be here for christmas this year.

i'm so excited.

i have been cleaning houses to get money,

so i'll be able to buy a few things.

but other than that,

i don't think i'm giving much.

and i'm not getting a lot, either.

which i don't mind.

i would rather see everyone and enjoy my time with them,

then worry about the presents.

christmas always makes me warm and gushy inside.

i love chubbs.

that is all.

peace out girl scout. (: